Wish I could sleep a little while
It's 3 a. m. , I'm hangin' out with the voices in my mind
Tell me, where do I begin?
I'm always in this silent war with the body I live in

Get all dressed up to go nowhere
For strangers on the internet
To tell me just how beautiful I am

The curtain falls and I'm still fuckin' lonely
It's like I'm tryna make the world love me
But when they call me beauty queen
it'll fix this broken part of me
Yeah, I just want the audience to want me
Until thе whole world
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la, loves me
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la, lovеs me

I find magic in applause
But then the silence comes around
it's just me and these four walls
And the walls, they're closin' in
Maybe I should leave this town, pack up and start again

Get all dressed up for somethin' new
To hide my scars the way I do
I'd put make up on my heart if I could

The curtain falls and I'm still fuckin' lonely
It's like I'm tryna make the world love me
But when they call me beauty queen
it'll fix this broken part of me
Yeah, I just want the audience to want me
Until the whole world
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la, loves me
La-la-la-la-la-la-la-la-la, loves me
But when they call me beauty queen
it'll fix this broken part of me
Yeah, I just want the audience to want me

Oh, youth is like a treasure chest
But it's worthless when there's nothin' left
This currency, commodity
Will it fix this broken part of me again and again?

The curtain falls and I'm still fuckin' lonely
It's like I'm tryna make the world love me
But when they call me beauty queen
it'll fix this broken part of me
Yeah, I just want the audience to want me
Until the whole world